learn to love

June 30, 2010

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Marriage is complex
Honesty and confession
I didn’t know what I was doing
Taking responsibility
I learned how to love
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I’ve given a lot of thought
Looking back at my story
I stand outside myself
Look down at my dilemma 
Muse, ponder, and remember
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I found a new path
And help along the way
From those who were living free
Seek and you will find
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Intimate presence
A woman who likes herself
Even in her weaknesses
Reflects a real joy
Is able to live the day
Peaceful, kind, transparent
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I know a woman like that
Been married forty-five years
Complex but very simple
Brilliant but approachable
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Rejoice in the day
She is able to do it
Regardless of me
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Intense suffering 
Along with desperate prayer
You’ll find peace 
A window of hope opens
To a love larger than life
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© Terry S. Smith
June 26, 2010
Written after meditating on Psalm 118
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a tribute to my wife

November 16, 2009

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She is a balanced woman
She laughs and sings when alone
She takes delight in people
She is my beloved
 
I love to hear her singing
She plays the dulcimer well
Her poetry tells a tale
Of the years gone by
 
Her smile captures me
Her forgiveness renews us
Her joy is larger than me
She knows who she is
 
She is not without her faults
But she has learned how to think
Not take too seriously
Herself or others
 
© Terry S. Smith
written November 16, 2009
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One of the places

There seems to be confusion

Making marriage last 

 

Forty-four years of marriage

With someone opposite me

Has been a problem to solve

How can she like me

 

She said, “I do not like you”

I said, “I do not like you back”

Now we have a problem

So what do we do

 

We have four children

Responsibilities here

Children we love and care for

Will the past dictate

 

My parents divorced

They could not figure it out

The children suffered greatly

So what do I do

I decided to face me

To see my problem not hers

 

I wanted us to be friends

The way it all started out

In seeking I understand

Barriers in me

 

 

I must deal with my issues

Seek understanding of me

Study personality

I needed insight

 

So the first place to begin

You must decide who you are

The person you want to be

Then state it clearly

  

Solitude is hard

It is part of the journey

Beginning with me

  

written August 22, 2009

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a treasure

August 20, 2009

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When I consider my story
Looking back at the choices
There is one that changed my life
I looked for real love
 
Yes, I found it real
A love that welcomed me in
We shared a deep common ground
The soil of our souls was joy
A treasure we both had found
A rich higher love
 
We now have years behind us
To give away to others
We are learning to follow
Freedom, joy and peace
 
It’s available to all
No one is excluded here
All it takes is one person
Listening for love
 
written February 14, 2009
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Charlotte and Terry

Charlotte and Terry

 

I remember when I saw her
Briskly walking approaching
With an energy and joy
 
Her greeting was electric
My soul leapt surprised by joy
I wanted to know her name
They called her “Charlotte”
 
It was a rainy evening
I was walking behind her
I gave up my umbrella
I asked her for cover
 
She was kind and receiving
I bought her an ice cream cone
Then walked her back to the dorm
Graciously said “Bye”
 
The thing that impressed me most
She was kind to everyone
I was looking for someone
Who reflected love
 
I wanted to be her friend
Friendship does not make demands
Nor does it try to possess
It gives with no strings attached
 
We would laugh a lot
Our hearts felt lighter and free
We both had the same focus
A love larger than us
 
written October 18, 2008
for my beautiful wife
 
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