A Love Without End

February 18, 2012

A love without end
A deep abiding friendship
With the one who gives life
A daily rhythm given
To the dance of joy
 
Just because you don’t feel it
Doesn’t make it not true
Don’t let unfamiliarity rob you
Of knowing Jesus’ story
 
God hates hypocritical religion
With all its self-righteousness
Bringing judgement on others
 
Jesus came to love
He said, “I came to give life
And give it abundantly.”
I decided to test it
Fifty years ago
 
Love in action speaks
Much louder than empty words
I focus on his actions
Love demonstrated
 
Taking time for quiet stillness
Today as I contemplate
A deep rhythm of the soul
Helps me live in peace
 
One moment in time
He gave it all to set us free
A love without end
 
Terry S. Smith
February 14, 2012
 

Awake with Awareness

November 20, 2011

I don’t want to change the world
I want to be changed by You
The darkness in me is great
Your light exposes

When I see Your face
And I know that You see mine
Your love cuts through me
My shame and guilt are removed
I’m overwhelmed by Your love

As long as I’m in the flesh
I awake with awareness
My humanity can rule
If I allow it

I have a choice to be loved
To accept his forgiveness
To face the truth about me
The truth about God

I am changed by His story
His teachings have saved my life
I want to know Your love more
Live by Your Spirit

Looking back I see failure
My ignorance grieves my soul
To begin each day with love
Is my only hope

I will look forward
Eyes fixed on the Beloved
Hungry to know Him better
Eager to obey
The one who loves without end
My friend, my Savior, my Lord

I come this morning
Purify my heart, dear Lord
Open my eyes to see You
I cannot fathom
How near and dear Your love is 

© Terry Smith
November 4, 2011
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There is a dark night
That comes to each of us
Engages the soul
 
No one likes to feel helpless
Who would dare choose the darkness
Life is on the other side
That’s what I was told
That’s what I found to be true
It is a part of the journey
 
We’re all pushed to the limit
Desperation is the word
Time to listen carefully
To heart, soul, and mind
 
I’ll choose good people
Who will give me room to think
Believe I can make it
Who have tasted the darkness
And understand the process
 
I will ask for help
From those whose lives speak to me
Who have found joy
 
© Terry S. Smith
First posted February 2, 2010
 

A Love Without End

April 26, 2011

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What I delight in
Will help you know who I am
Watch closely and you will see
We’re like a mirror
A man’s face reflects his soul
Man’s actions tells the real truth
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The two together
When they are walking as one
When their aim is love
Like a fresh drink of water
Will delight a thirsty soul
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No one can deny
My life is muddied sometimes
My soul needs cleansing
I come confessing my sins
God’s always glad to see me
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A daily cleansing
I do not take for granted
A love without end
Engaging head, heart and soul
A discipline I have found
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I found gentleness given
By faith I receive this love
A presence that’s mystical
A certainty found
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In solitude I have found
Three things I’ve experienced
After fifty years I write
Of life, love and hope
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Silence has taught me
To watch for the sacred path
Rekindle the fire within
To speak words of life
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Psalm one nineteen calls
To look closely within me
To see what brings me delight
Realigns my soul
It calls me to turn and see 
To think about what matters
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The discipline of quiet
My daily invitation
To stop the noise and listen
To the voice of love
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This I must practice
I do it because I must
To learn how to love my life
In all my weakness
To see others with mercy
To give as I’ve been given
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© Terry S. Smith
April 26, 2011
Meditations written while reading Psalm 119:32-111.
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Entrance to my soul

November 27, 2010

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Where can I find light
Your words become the doorway
Entrance to my soul
It gives me the understanding
Of how to live in your love
 
There is power in seeing
There is joy in the knowing
There is freedom in serving
The One who loves you
 
His promises will restore
Meditate on them daily
One is: “I’ll never leave you”
Friendship forever
 
Fresh thoughts come pouring
As I practice listening
And I am still with just one thing
Hungry to know Him
 
When afflictions come
I draw near seeking healing
The pain was worth it
I found my God was waiting
To restore and heal my soul
 
© Terry S. Smith
November 26, 2010
 
Reflections written after meditating on Psalm 119.
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examined soul

June 9, 2010

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Love beyond measure
Revealed in the life of a man
Needs to be examined
 
His words are flawless
They are filled with compassion
Bringing peace to the broken
Lonely and oppressed
A love that’s demonstrated
 
No one can compare
With the brilliance of his life
He knew how to think and love
The scholars marveled
The religious were tied in knots
The children ran to meet him
 
An examined soul
One that’s both loved and hated
One that seeks justice
One that seeks mercy for those
Made in the image of God
 
© Terry S. Smith
June 3, 2010
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look deeply

August 29, 2009

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All of my heroes
Failed to give me any hope
At nineteen I fell
Feeling there was no escape
Empty and broken I cried
 
In me was a voice
I heard riveting my soul
Find out what is real
 
No easy answers
Honesty and my passion
To search and to find
What really matters for life
Decided to never give up
 
Find just a few good people
Honestly searching for life
Develop criteria
To test what is true
 
You’ll need your mind, heart, and soul
Engaged in the process
Examine your resources
You must look deeply
 
I have a criteria
To determine what is true
Ask and I’ll tell you
 
© Terry S. Smith
written January 14, 2009
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sweetness to the soul

August 24, 2009

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There is something sweet

A gift to all who will ask

It is called wisdom

 

It is sweetness to the soul

It connects knowledge with life

It gives timing and rhythm

To relationships

 

Another word for wisdom

Is “insight” into your soul

Understanding is the key

Respect for yourself

 

I cannot give to others

What I do not have in me

I will seek to gain knowledge

How to live in peace

 

When I look to other

To find that peace and resting

I find it always eludes

They are just like me

 

Each looking to get

Something they do not have

Looking for the other one

To give them that love

Both discover emptiness

Disillusioned and hurting

 

You do have a gift

A treasure that’s within you

Rise up and seek it

 

You must take courage

Find the fire that’s within you

Do not make friends with your pain

You decide to live

Be responsible for you

And give with no strings attached

 

You are bigger than your pain

It’s a mystery I know

I lived in desperation

Found peace in the pain

 

I have learned that honesty

With myself and all others

Gives a transparency and

Good conversation 

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written August 24, 2009 
 

These reflections came out of my response to ancient Proverbs 24Over the  years, I have found myself in “conversation” with King Solomon, the author of the book of Proverbs.

 

“Know also that wisdom is sweet to your soul; and your hope will not be cut off.”

 

“An honest answer is like a kiss on the lips.”

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Foundation

August 10, 2009

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Each life has a foundation
You must carefully choose it
Because the life storms will come
You will stand or fall
 
Choose your counsel well
Understanding is the key
Knowledge will give you freedom
Perseverance is a must
 
The heart, mind, and soul
Have to be fully engaged
You will need all three
 
What are the issues
Be specific and name them
I know fear is one
Anxiety will crush you
Who can speak to this
 
There are no easy answers
No formulas to fix it
But there’s a way to process
With knowledge and time
 
written July 28, 2009
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Joy is discovered

July 23, 2009

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It has been my experience
I have heard thousands whisper
Their deepest desperate hurts
Light came in the dark
 
I met love at the bottom
This is a strange paradox
Going down led me upward
A mystery found
 
Life’s pain is like a furnace
The soul is refined by fire
Hope is born in the process
Joy is discovered
 
Why do some understand
And other’s don’t seem to see
I think I have a clue
 
Please consider this
Choose to see that you are great
A joy to behold
 
written August 29, 2008
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Let love renew you

July 13, 2009

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There is a rhythm of God
That runs deep from the inside
Come in and sit down with love
Let love renew you
 
The internal mystery
Must be developed by you
It’s a training you must decide
I’ve found the wellspring
 
Your vision is important
Decide where you are going
Make your plans with intention
Then be rigorous
 
My reason for discipline
Has captured my entire soul
I choose to awake with it
Deep love will rule me
 
Circumstances will not rule me
I will have no fear of death
I know what I am living for
Secure in His love
 
written October 13, 2008
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Internal Freedom

July 4, 2009

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Liberty has come

Our country celebrates

Our freedom today

 

Finding this freedom

We think that it’s external

Let’s give it some thought

 

It’s more important

What I do in private space

Than in the public

 

I train to listen

To the inner voice of hope

Not trusting feelings

 

Feelings come and go

Controlled by circumstances

My life is bigger

 

Awareness and space

Are secret keys to my life

Gifts I give to me

 

When I do not choose

And act without thinking

I find I suffer

And those around me, also

Suffer in ways that are sad

 

Our forefathers suffered here

Inwardly they sought freedom

They searched their soul for answers

That rose from within

 

They followed their dream

We stand today in freedom

Because they had the courage 

To give up their lives

 

written July 4, 2009

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wellspring of hope

July 2, 2009

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I need a fresh drink
Each morning when I arise
Of eternal hope
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In the night I am refreshed
With sleep and new beginning
There is an inner wellspring
I’ve learned to draw on
.
I find the hard work
Is to quieten my soul
And listen for truth
~
I must get outside of myself
And test the things that I hear
Be open to new learning
To challenge the fear
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I have found a place to go
That is restful and certain
It is something I can’t give
Only point the way
.
My loving is not enough
It will fail at its best
But I will never give up
Seeking to improve
~
There is someone who loves me
I have learned “no matter what”
It’s not based on my feelings
They tend to deceive
.
When those I love are hurting
I feel helpless and so grieved
I have no way to fix it
I pray love comes soon
.
My eyes begin the searching
Looking for ways to survive
I finally found one thing
That gives me real hope.
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written June 14, 2009
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voice of love

June 30, 2009

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Wisdom is supreme
Understanding is the bridge
Compassion will rule
 
Thoughtful time alone with God
To listen and to follow
You will find direction
And your soul renewed
 
Good words bring entrance
To a soul searching for life
Find words that are true
 
Which voice do you listen to
Only you can decide that
The voice of love won my life
I pray it wins yours
 
written November 4, 2008
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run deeper

June 15, 2009

 

An oak whose roots run deeper
Will allow the tree to grow
Providing shade for all
So it is with life
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How can a life run deeper
How does one attend to Life
Be still and it will get clear
I am listening
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You will see all the options
You will define the issues
You will look for what makes sense
You want to live well
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For Charlotte, my wife for forty-four years
written November 14, 2008
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