No time for my tears

September 18, 2011

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There was no time for my tears

At seven years old life changed

Relationships were shattered

Love bonds were broken

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No one would explain

I guess no one had the words

Each lost in their own pain

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Angels attended

There was comfort in silence

An unseen presence

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Many hours to wonder

To feel the deep grief alone

To discover a secret

A love deep within my soul

And a hunger to know more

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As I grew older

My desire to understand

Grew exponentially

A desire to know

What is this unseen presence

I was hungry to know more

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Gladness and joy came

In the searching I could see

Love pursuing me

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Sorrow and sighing

Experienced deep comfort

From the unseen God

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© Terry S. Smith

September 18, 2011

Written after reading Isaiah 50 & 51 and recalling memories from my life story.

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Miraculous decisions

December 29, 2009

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I climbed a tree at seven
Alone, sitting nauseous
Confused, no language to speak
The horror I saw
 
Mother with another man
Drinking, talking unaware
Of the blow she was giving
To a little boy
 
The decision in the tree
Was to disassociate
Distant emotionally
From the pain inside
 
My world unraveled
Significant relationships
Shattered before me
 
Looking back I see darkness
Outwardly my world was dark
Inwardly I searched out
Looking for the light
 
A mystery discovered
I am larger than my pain
In weakness I found
 
A child has hidden strength
Unseen by the human eye
When he’s traumatized by life
Receives certain gifts
 
A decision to seek truth
At any cost know what’s real
A miracle decision
That will bear great fruit
 
Each day’s decision
To live life genuinely
Responding to truth
Will bring surprising rewards
A joy to be discovered
 
It takes discipline
Understanding and wisdom
Listening to all the facts
Before deciding what’s true
 
The truth sets you free
In ways I cannot explain
Looking back I celebrate
Not afraid to speak
I’ll be bold as a lion
With courage I’ll go forward
 
Miraculous decisions
Looking back I can see
Moments of healing
 
© Terry S. Smith
 December 28, 2009
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celebrate

July 5, 2009

 

This morning I shucked the corn

I stood amazed at each ear

It was all a perfect fit

How did that happen

 

We will have a good dinner

We will taste how good it is

The taste buds are amazing

How did that happen

 

The laughter at the table

Will come from the food and love

Family that cares and gives

How did that happen

 

The little children talking

Running all around the room

Feeling the safety and love

How did that happen

 

The secret is what matters

A love beyond our thinking

Comes from deep within our lives

How did that happen

 

We are here to celebrate

The life of one dearly loved

Who is special to us all

Her name is Missy

 

Missy was born on this day

Just thirty-nine years ago

It was on a Sunday morn

Love entered our life

 

There is wisdom in a child

Her eyes were large and deep blue

I knew that she was special

Delight to my eyes

 

My view was transformed

She quickly changed my life here

Giving us pure joy

 

His love made it happen

 

written July 5, 2009

for my daughter Missy

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