Soaking

January 8, 2013

I’ll soak in your thoughts

Remember the things you say

Write them on my heart

Please light the flame in my soul

Let it burn for you today

 

I will enter your throne room

In quiet and wait for you

I am so slow to hear you

You words are simple

 

I’ll act on your words

Reflect, only you are God

I’ll light the candle of hope

Receive your mercy

Accept your peace in the storm

Receive your gentle presence

 

Gratitude fills me

I choose to believe the truth

He’s stored life for me

In the sight of all mankind

My cup overflows with love

 

“The words I speak are Spirit”

His words are light to my soul

I believe them like a son

Holding Father’s hand

Going out not knowing

Trusting He will lead the way

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My Utmost for His Higest – January 3

Jesus Calling by Sarah Young – January 3

Psalm 31:19-20; John 6:33, 16:33; Psalm 97:2,3,20,11

 “When a man gets to God, it is by most simple ways—words.”  Oswald Chambers

 

The Rhythm of Your Soul

August 25, 2011

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The earth is filled with
The unfailing love of God
Therefore honor him
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I bow in reverence
My joy is over flowing
His eyes are on me
~
My eyes are fixed on his love
This is a story I’m told
I’ve an unquenchable thirst
To know what is true
~
You must engage your thinking
Aware of your wounded heart
Find out that love pursues you
The unseen Spirit
~
We’ll focus on the person
Jesus Christ proclaimed this love
Be aware of your questions
Love is pursuing you
~
I dance to the tune 
A revelation of love
A rhythm of joy
~
Intimate eyes see
The beauty in creation
The secret silence
Is one you must fight for
Stop all the noise and listen
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The beat of your heart
The rhythm of your soul calls
You have a voice in the day
Stop pleasing others
Get in touch with what you want
Take time today to like you
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Terry S. Smith
© August 25, 2011
Contemplation on Psalm 33 and meditation on this statement: ”What the mind cannot conceive, the heart can embrace.”  William Minninger
 
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There is a dark night
That comes to each of us
Engages the soul
 
No one likes to feel helpless
Who would dare choose the darkness
Life is on the other side
That’s what I was told
That’s what I found to be true
It is a part of the journey
 
We’re all pushed to the limit
Desperation is the word
Time to listen carefully
To heart, soul, and mind
 
I’ll choose good people
Who will give me room to think
Believe I can make it
Who have tasted the darkness
And understand the process
 
I will ask for help
From those whose lives speak to me
Who have found joy
 
© Terry S. Smith
First posted February 2, 2010
 

The Calm

March 6, 2011

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Looking back I see

Devastating decisions

That were destructive


My own and others

Forgiveness is what’s needed

Who is willing to give


Can my tears be seen

Are the cries of my heart heard

Looking back I know

In the stillness of the night

I heard a gentle whisper


“You are forgiven”

These words were sweet to my ears

Rooted in reality

There’s a place of rest

Where I found joy in the storm

The calm that brings certainty

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© Terry S. Smith, First posted April 8, 2010

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Cry of My Heart

December 6, 2010

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I grew up in fear
My parent’s relationship
Was broken and dark
They were ill prepared to love
Hostility and hate came
~
Home – not a place of safety
Home – not a place where peace dwelled
Home – not a place where joy filled
A longing deferred
~
Fear was realized
Love was shattered by these two
Four children suffered
All around were broken hearts
~
Could the cycle be broken
Was there a way to find peace
Could there be love in marriage
And how does that work
~
I found a way to find life
I listened to my longing
Imagined family
Where there was great peace
~
Love and peace the atmosphere
I could see it in my mind
Then I set on my journey
Fifty years ago
~
My dream compelled me
Determined not to repeat
The story of my childhood
For my children’s life
They are grown now and can tell
The cycle has been broken
~
There are certain things
I have learned to hold sacred
And practice each day
Beliefs that refresh my soul
And give to others great joy
~
Seeking peace was a secret
It gave me the right questions
Then I practiced what I found
Voices I could trust
~
For my father and mother
Who were unable to give
I discovered larger loves
Who’ve been my teachers
~
I have learned to wait
To be strong and take heart
I discovered the goodness
And focus on truth
~
The cry of my heart 
Was heard by a higher love
I cannot explain
But in practicing his thoughts
I found my self comforted
~
My heart leaps for joy
Unexplainable friendship
That’s larger than death
Has given me confidence
To see what matters most
 ~
His words breathe life into me
My focus intentional
Introduces me to joy
His truth restores
 ~
© Terry S. Smith
December 6, 2010
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Reflections written early in the morning after meditating on Psalms 26-29; John 15.
 

The heart of God

November 8, 2010

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I see the heart of God
His passion overwhelms me
His despair was a choice he made
His heart turned to wax
~
It melted away in him
He felt no one heard his cry
He was poured out like water
He was all alone
~
He had no strength left
He lay in the dust of death
He was thirsty and broken
He cried out for help
~
People stared at him
Dogs surrounded his body
The lions came to devour
He was overwhelmed
~
I will not forsake my God
He did not despise my shame
He has seen my suffering
Not hidden his face
~
He heard me crying out for help
I’ll honor him with my life
The poor will eat and find rest
And be satisfied
~
I’ll kneel before him
One who chose to be like me
Proclaim him to those unborn
To my grandchildren
And their children I will speak
Our God, forever is love
 
© Terry S. Smith
November 5, 2010
Written while sitting by the fire, early in the morning, choosing to meditate on Psalms 20-25.
 

the other side of darkness

February 27, 2010

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There is a dark night
That comes to each of us
Engages the soul
 
No one likes to feel helpless
Who would dare choose the darkness
Life is on the other side
That’s what I was told
That’s what I found to be true
It is a part of the journey
 
We’re all pushed to the limit
Desperation is the word
Time to listen carefully
To heart, soul, and mind
 
I’ll choose good people
Who will give me room to think
Believe I can make it
Who have tasted the darkness
And understand the process
 
I will ask for help
From those whose lives speak to me
Who have found joy
 
© Terry S. Smith
February 2, 2010
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your words

January 12, 2010

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Reckless words will pierce the soul
Healing comes from wisdom words
Truthful lips always endure
Bring joy to the heart
 
A lie is detestable
It brings death and destroys you
Knowing what is true brings life
Today I’ll speak the truth
 
Actions speak the truth
Tell what you really believe
Don’t make light of it
~
It’s easy to twist words
To make them say what you want
You know if your are honest
And have seen all sides
~
Who you trust is important
Do not be afraid to ask
What is it I really want?
Then you’ll know your heart
 
© Terry S. Smith
January 12, 2010
 
Reflections after reading Proverbs 12, Psalm 56, and My Utmost for His Highest, Oswald Chambers
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There were feelings of no hope

I sank in despair

In silence I ceased striving

Be quiet, be still; love comes

 

Real truth is experienced

It cuts through to all levels

The mind, heart and soul reflected

Light breaks through darkness

 

There is a secret

Where a person does begin

The first step is just simply

Be responsible

For how you think and act

You will find the right questions

 

I have learned life is not fair

I have no control of you

I will decide who I’ll be

I choose to be kind

 

© Terry Smith

written August 31, 2009

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searching for your heart

August 26, 2009

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Love is what pursues
A surprising mystery
At the center of all things
 
I sit in wonder
I am so thirsty for life
I respond to love daily
 
We have been given a mind
Our responsibility
Is to search for what is true
A life decision
 
Find out what is real
A seeking heart will save you
The truth will free you
 
You will know it when you find
Peace within you will define
The reality of love
Searching for your heart
 
© Terry S. Smith
written September 29, 2008
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Foundation

August 10, 2009

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Each life has a foundation
You must carefully choose it
Because the life storms will come
You will stand or fall
 
Choose your counsel well
Understanding is the key
Knowledge will give you freedom
Perseverance is a must
 
The heart, mind, and soul
Have to be fully engaged
You will need all three
 
What are the issues
Be specific and name them
I know fear is one
Anxiety will crush you
Who can speak to this
 
There are no easy answers
No formulas to fix it
But there’s a way to process
With knowledge and time
 
written July 28, 2009
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Begin being still

July 28, 2009

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Good conversation

Is what I look for each day

Begin being still

This helps me become aware

Of a larger loving voice

  

I’ve discovered that my eyes

Are the windows to my heart

My mind will give direction

In the “morning watch”

 

Temptations will come

To take advantage of me

So I’ll guard my eyes

 

I’ll choose the focus

Many voices are calling

Anxiety knocks

 

Fear of the future

And the many ways harm comes

Can rob me of the now

 

“As iron sharpens iron”                            

We each sharpen the other

Let us consider

And look for the perspective

That is the reality


Where are you focusing now?

  

written July 27, 2009

see Proverbs 27:17, Proverbs 27:20

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seek wisdom

July 9, 2009

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Educate yourself

Your responsibility

To use your mind well


You can be real smart

And ignorant at the same time

Information helps 

 

True information, that is

Every human can see

Given safety and good time

You’ll figure life out

 

There will come a time

In the life of all of us

You will know if you got it

Looking back you’ll see

The decisions that you made

Were right for you or wrong

 

So I hope you’ll look ahead

Seek wisdom with all your heart

Make insight your greatest goal

Read ancient Proverbs

 
Today I will celebrate

Sixty-seven years of life

I am still learning a lot

Surprised by the joy

 

written July 9, 2009 
 

 

Discover joy

June 17, 2009

 

Guard your mouth and tongue
This is the work of the heart
Some grief you’ll avoid
~
How one guards the heart
What practices do you use
They must be daily
~
A daily practice
Will help you secure your goal
And discover joy
~
Discipline is hard
It is a choice that I make
I discover joy
~
My mind is the place
Where I do battle for life
I choose the focus
~
There is always help
It is the great mystery
Of the unseen God

written August 21, 2008

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a garden

June 13, 2009

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My heart is the place
Where I work each morning
I plow, plant and sow
The seeds are chosen with care
I visualize the fruit
 
“Loneliness is a desert
Solitude is a garden”*
The mind must be cared for well
I now have a choice
 
My soul is quiet
In the stillness I listen
Waiting patiently
 
© Terry S. Smith
written February 10, 2009
 
* Henri Nouwen
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