Overcoming Pain
May 28, 2011
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I live in a the world of real suffering. People hurt one another. Parents fail children. Children fail parents. Husbands fail wives. Wives fail husbands. Friends fail friends. How does one recover when one gets it in the neck? We all experience massive losses. The only choice I have is how I will respond to the false things in others and the false things in me.
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The following represents thoughts I have learned that have helped me get back up and never give up no matter what happens. The one relationship I have come to trust is the relationship where love was made real by God. God defined himself in His son who chose to become nothing, chose to die, and defeated death. He invites us to come and find comfort from him when betrayal has marked our lives. I commend these thoughts to my friends to take heart when in deep pain. God is near to comfort, bless, and help you overcome your greatest losses.
I will blame no one
A truth I have learned
It’s a waste of time
Generations fail
It’s the empty way I’m handed
No one will escape
The question is “What will I do?”
I’ll choose bitterness or life
I’ll not live in fear
It is a theif in the night
Comes unexpected
And I’m not ready to fight
Fear robs one of His presence
I’m the only one
Who decides how I’ll respond
With vengance or love
With judgment or with kindness
Judgment will belong to God
It is a relief
That someone knows all the truth
His mercy will reign
He knows just how you see it
He knows what you do not know
Moments when we are tested
There is always room to fail
God’s love will not shift on you
He is not like us
I will give mercy
To my greatest enemy
As God gave mercy to me
I will give away
It is who I want to be
His Spirit will give me love
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Born in Desperation
May 22, 2011
In the morning I seek you
To proclaim love in the day
Aware of you in the night
Your deeds make me glad
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I’m the broken one
Captured by amazing love
Each morning I rise
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Your deep design calls
The Lord’s prayer is my path
With all the answers
Embodied in a few words
Open my eyes to see you
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You sit high above
But you found me the lowest
Broken and ashamed
Needing your gentle presence
Through faith I see you near me
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God’s love language is foreign
Under stress we forget it
A mystery that’s hidden
Wanting to be seen
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Only by prayer
That’s born in desperation
Then we’re ready to listen
To gentle promptings
He will lead us to what next
By simple obedience
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I’ll look in triumph
Over my internal foes
When I surrender my will
My leaf will be green
I’ll flourish like a palm tree
Bearing fruit even when old
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This mystery can be found
In solitude and silence
Being obedient to love
With no expectations
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© Terry S. Smith, May 21, 2011
Meditations written after reading Psalm 92.
Radiant Love
May 7, 2011
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