No time for my tears
September 18, 2011
~
There was no time for my tears
At seven years old life changed
Relationships were shattered
Love bonds were broken
~
No one would explain
I guess no one had the words
Each lost in their own pain
~
Angels attended
There was comfort in silence
An unseen presence
~
Many hours to wonder
To feel the deep grief alone
To discover a secret
A love deep within my soul
And a hunger to know more
~
As I grew older
My desire to understand
Grew exponentially
A desire to know
What is this unseen presence
I was hungry to know more
~
Gladness and joy came
In the searching I could see
Love pursuing me
~
Sorrow and sighing
Experienced deep comfort
From the unseen God
~
© Terry S. Smith
September 18, 2011
Written after reading Isaiah 50 & 51 and recalling memories from my life story.
~
Remembering 9/11
September 11, 2011
There are many stories of kindness and heroism rising out of the tragedy of September 11, 2001, but you don’t hear many stories about the dogs that helped in the search for survivors. On a recent trip to New Hampshire for the Heartbeat Retreat, I met an impressive man, Gary M. Jobes. Gary was one of the fireman called to help with the rescue efforts. He told me a story about the search and rescue dogs looking for survivors in the wreckage. His words touched my heart, and I wanted to share the story he told me with you.
~
Rescue Dogs
The dogs moved through the Twin Towers, looking and searching. They were trained to find living people. The dogs were confused and disoriented because no living people were to be found; they were only finding the dead. The firemen quickly started hiding so that these highly trained dogs could be rewarded by finding someone alive.
The dogs spent long hours searching, and their paws became cut and burned. The firemen were approached by a shoemaker who offered to custom make leather boots for each dog to cover their injured paws so they could continue to search. Each dog had its own fitted boots and a number so the shoemaker could make a new set as needed. He created the protection the dogs needed to do their job. The firefighters, dogs, and shoemaker worked together as a team to help our country on the tragic day when 2,974 hearts stopped beating.
For the Hurting
The shoemaker gave
A gift with no strings attached
An example to follow
His only desire
Was to give all that he had
To save the lost ones
And give the compassion needed
With appreciation to Gary M. Jobes for sharing this story. (Used with permission.) First posted September 11, 2009
Soar Like An Eagle
September 6, 2011
Made in the image of God
As men we are like the grass
The breath of the Lord blows them
We wither and die
“Do not be afraid,” He says
God came with power to save
The breadth of his hand
Marks off the heavens we see
Waters measured in his hands
Dust in a basket
Mountains weighed in a balance
Who has been his counselor
To whom will you compare God
What images can you find
The world and all that’s in it
Where did it come from
My mind cannot grasp
Isaiah speaks of a God
Who has named the stars
The Lord is everlasting
Creator of all the earth
He does not grow tired as I
He renews my strength
I will soar like an eagle
I’ll run and not be weary
I will walk and not be faint
Because He’s my hope
This is personal
Intimate relationship
You are cherished by my God
He knows you by name
Just as he knows all the stars
He knows your heartbeat as well
© Terry S. Smith
September 6, 2011
Meditations written after reading Isaiah 40.
I dedicate this to my beloved grandson, Wallace. He is twelve years old today.
Embrace Love
September 5, 2011
I love you – for you hear me
When I cried out “forgive me”
You turned and listened to me
Awakening came
I’ll not die but live
I will tell all you have done
Shouts of joy and victory
Will come from my lips
I’ll love from the inside out
Let my heart embrace the truth
What my mind cannot conceive
My heart will fully embrace
Love that’s been demonstrated
With great compassion
~
© Terry S. Smith
Meditations written after reading Psalm 116-118.