I’ll live with the scars Of all my past failures I won’t forget them They have been my hard teachers My joy is that mercy reigns
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I found the biggest challenge Is to learn to forgive me When others cannot forgive The wrong I have done
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I cannot please men Measure up to my own rules I found a friend in Jesus Looks at me with compassion Gives what I do not deserve
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This relationship I can’t explain to others It’s a mysterious love From another world Love broke through a story Real man in real time – real love
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I have fallen many times Failed to trust, done it my way Suffered consequences Felt the despair
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He is the one I trust No other one can bear it My soul’s deepest pain When I am alone I know My Father’s hand is on me
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I arise with His power Renewed by Eternal love Accept forgiveness given Live today in peace
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Reflections of the morning as the birds sing behind me in the bitter cold.
* When I read this “Haiku” to Charlotte she said “You make yourself sound like you were pretty bad.” I said, “I know that I have hurt people. I don’t remember ever intentionally hurting anyone. But looking back I see I have. I just take responsibility for my part in that hurt and I am very greatful for the kind forgiveness I have received from God and those I have offended.”
No one understands
The depth of the human hurt
It is emotional
Runs deeper than the ocean
And higher than the heavens
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I can go so far
Confess my limitations
Say, “I’m unable”
To be there on that level
I cannot comfort you there
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I’ve tried that and failed
The deep places of the soul
Can only be helped
By One much larger than me
Only the “Soul Maker” heals
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This mystery discovered
In the depth of my despair
When my soul cried out
I had no language to speak
The inner groaning of my soul
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“Where is God,” I say
Why God if you’re really there
Do you let us suffer this
Desperate grief
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I asked, “Who are you?”
When I began to seek you
You came in the deep darkness
Brought light to my soul
Gave me new information
About you and about me
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Now I am hungry
Arise each morning to seek
Be still and listen
There’s someone who hears my cry
Who loves me as His dear son
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Psalm 28:6
“Praise be to the Lord,
for he has heard my cry for mercy.
The Lord is my strength and shield;
my heart trusts in him and I am helped.
My heart leaps for joy
And I will give thanks to him in song.”